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I'm going to rant because I can

Mon Sep 8, 2008, 2:11 AM
I like to consider my life a story, written by fate moment to moment, as I hopelessly try to coerce the author into making it something beautiful. So I push and pry into fate's intentions, and scavenge for answers. Answers to why I spent most of my life either alone, or the rag-doll to someone elses sick idea of stress relief. To why every attempt at a relationship ends in ruins. To why I have lost my trust to the world, to why I believe it conspires against me. And every day I begin anew, and every day my faith gets used up, and thrown out. I used to believe I could make a difference, change the world for the better. Now I struggle to buy the so-called fact that I can even change my own life. I watch as love ignites within my friends, as they find purpose. I want to know that fire, if anything, I want that. But life isn't granted wishes, it's a story. Life's fragmented plot is torn and woven into the fabric of our world and everyone around us. So am I just a stray thread? Would you join me if you knew? If you knew what it was like to see the universe through my eyes? Is it pointless to hope for that? I wish I wasn't terrified of every possible way that this could go wrong.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Portland | Oregon | U.S.A.
  • Interests: Animation, lyrics, guitar, piano, computers.
  • Favourite movie: I <3 Huckabees, Fight Club, Vanilla Sky, Muppets From Space.
  • Favourite band or musician: Brand New, Taking Back Sunday, Fall Out Boy
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Acoustic/Emo
  • Favourite artist: JO!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jesse Lacey
  • Favourite style of art: Surreal
  • Operating System: Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Wallpaper of choice: The abstracts that come on mac.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen,Guitar | Photoshop + Wacom | Cannon S2

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:iconflame-of-the-phoenix:
:party: Hi there! And...


:spotlight-left:HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:spotlight-right:



:excited: Hope you have a great one! :excited:

Here's some cake for you- :iconcaekplz:


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Happy Birthday!! :dance: :cake:

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SCORPION'S #1 FAN!!! :sarcasticclap:

All you other ppl that like him will be killed by me and him. :stab:

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:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's 9th July which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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:wave: Happy birthday!!! :party: :cake: :heart:

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Hey Cutie! I'm avoiding my homework at the moment. YAY! You are writing a song. I love your songs =) You're gunna sing that one to me IN person...right?! I hopes so =)
:iconjothepsycho:
well hewwo handsome...

i heart you too. and you are now under my favorite photographers. if they had a section for favorite lovable crazy person i'd put you there too. :)

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yo man. thanks much for the watch. greatly appreciated. :D

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lover, now that you've left me,
I'm glad you're unlovely.
:iconjothepsycho:
wow.. your last comment was july 9th... I've come to change that!!!!! :D

You be awesome AJ!
:hug:

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Affection is never wasted.

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:party: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :party:

It's your birthday today, July 9th, and I'm here to wish you a great day, with everything you wished for.
All the best to you and another year ahead.. :hug:

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I love the bands that you listen to! I especially love Fall Out Boy, and Brand new! Check out my signature! I bet you'll recognize it!
You're art's amazing, Keep it up! I love that Titanic journal entry you did as well! Good job!

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